♥
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
how is it possible for someone
who claims not to fall in and out of love easily,
to have already gone through 2 bfs in a matter of..
what?
3 months?
ok so you call it love.
i call it bullshit.speaking of which, im in too much trouble. and im falling.
no wait. he's falling. and i dont want himto fall anymore.
how do i make it go away?
how do i make him stop falling without the risk of loosing such a freakin good friend?
and why is all this only happening after almost a year of knowing you and talking to you?
or was i just too blind to see these feelings you've
always had for me?
on a more sinister note, i hate pilots.
i dont know why.
but i just do.
so much for your promises b.
you were never one for keeping them.
and frankly speaking, im sick of you.
but i hate it that i wont not talk to you if you were to talk to me.
fuck it.
im freaking pathatic.
ooohhhhh. my birthday went fairly well.
heh. but my friday went better.
:)
♥
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
so it's been over a month since i last blogged. awesome.
plenty of changes.
thank god for the job thats keeping me a little too busy for my liking.
so many contradictions.
i hate people who call themselves friends but play hide and seek game.
if you dont wanna keep in contact, then just bloodie hell just disappear ok.
dont bother looking for me if you're gonna perform the disappearing act.
i can tell the sincere from the fake so please dont bother trying to fool me into it with sweet talk and lame excuses.
i thought you were my friend.
but obviously i was wrong again.
i was fooled again.
i dont need a pilot and a secret rock star in my life thankyou very much.
i dont need you to pretend to want to be my friend.
just wana see if you've got a shot.
im not into you.
i'm not into dating at the moment and lets leave it at that.
i dont wana get to know you.
i dont want to be your friend.
im not stuck up, snobbish or arrogant.
i just dont need the extra worries in my life.
i have no room for emotional pain.
so please.
if you wana get to know me for the sake of kiss and tell, then dont bother.
save me the pain of loosing a new found friend.
thats all i ask of you.
be sincere.
is that so much to ask for?
on a lighter note, my birthday is this weekend.
Saturday. 15th december.
and im.. planless?
no way.
then again. i gotta work on my bithday anyways.
dinner anyone?
yes. im aware of how pathatic i sound right now.
ah wells.
bye bye love's.
♥
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
how is it possible for someone
who claims not to fall in and out of love easily,
to have already gone through 2 bfs in a matter of..
what?
3 months?
ok so you call it love.
i call it bullshit.speaking of which, im in too much trouble. and im falling.
no wait. he's falling. and i dont want himto fall anymore.
how do i make it go away?
how do i make him stop falling without the risk of loosing such a freakin good friend?
and why is all this only happening after almost a year of knowing you and talking to you?
or was i just too blind to see these feelings you've
always had for me?
on a more sinister note, i hate pilots.
i dont know why.
but i just do.
so much for your promises b.
you were never one for keeping them.
and frankly speaking, im sick of you.
but i hate it that i wont not talk to you if you were to talk to me.
fuck it.
im freaking pathatic.
ooohhhhh. my birthday went fairly well.
heh. but my friday went better.
:)
♥
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
so it's been over a month since i last blogged. awesome.
plenty of changes.
thank god for the job thats keeping me a little too busy for my liking.
so many contradictions.
i hate people who call themselves friends but play hide and seek game.
if you dont wanna keep in contact, then just bloodie hell just disappear ok.
dont bother looking for me if you're gonna perform the disappearing act.
i can tell the sincere from the fake so please dont bother trying to fool me into it with sweet talk and lame excuses.
i thought you were my friend.
but obviously i was wrong again.
i was fooled again.
i dont need a pilot and a secret rock star in my life thankyou very much.
i dont need you to pretend to want to be my friend.
just wana see if you've got a shot.
im not into you.
i'm not into dating at the moment and lets leave it at that.
i dont wana get to know you.
i dont want to be your friend.
im not stuck up, snobbish or arrogant.
i just dont need the extra worries in my life.
i have no room for emotional pain.
so please.
if you wana get to know me for the sake of kiss and tell, then dont bother.
save me the pain of loosing a new found friend.
thats all i ask of you.
be sincere.
is that so much to ask for?
on a lighter note, my birthday is this weekend.
Saturday. 15th december.
and im.. planless?
no way.
then again. i gotta work on my bithday anyways.
dinner anyone?
yes. im aware of how pathatic i sound right now.
ah wells.
bye bye love's.
